Well, it has been almost two months since I last blogged, but now it is time to give an update. About four weeks ago I sent our agency a letter asking about our paperwork and information I had received about another of their PAPs paperwork not being where it was supposed to be and there being no record of it ever having gotten there in the first place. I just wanted to know what was going on and why our paperwork has not moved. They sent me a response that denied knowing about this other PAP and told me in a round about way that I should pay attention to their weekly updates, which I read religiously. Then they went on to give me hope that it was possible that our paperwork was much further along than we suspected and it was possible that we could just get a call to travel one day and never know when we reached the MOE or had a region assignment. Two working days later we received a cryptic email simply stating that they had information regarding our paperwork and we needed to set up a time to speak on the phone about our dossier. TWO DAYS!! Right after you give us this hope... Well we finally connected with them to learn something so shocking I was at a loss for words. Our paperwork NEVER made it to the MFA where we were told it was. WHAT! You mean for the last 8 months when we thought it was at the MFA and they kept reassuring us it was there and leaning on the slow down in Kaz as the reason, that it had never left the Consulate! Deja Vu, this sounds a lot like the other PAP that I had heard about and they deny knowing about....
Well, that is our story, but it is not the end. After we got off the phone with our agency we decided on our new course of action. We couldn't go back to Kaz right now, it was just too painful and the emotions were still raw. We had, at one time, considered getting on a list for a domestic adoption, but were dissuaded from doing so. Now, well, now we felt free to pursue this option. So, we set the wheels in motion for that course. My heart hurts for that child we would have met in Kaz and I still see the face of a brown haired brown eyed child, just beautiful, but not to be. We feel misused, misguided and basically lied to. Thankfully, our trust is in the Lord and not in the agency WE chose to work His miracle. Everything doesn't happen for a reason, we as humans still have free will and even the best plans go astray, but God works for the good of those that trust in Him.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
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